disappointed

i know we have to give or sacrifice something before we really get something that we want.
i know.
but it just upsets me.
i was just too vigorous and excited, i think.
im not giving up ,
ya know, im just killing by the feeling of failure .
okok....i know everything starts difficult.
i swear i ll overcome  it.

be above the top.
go! go ! go !
show them who and what you are.



rm3hundred

be what you wanna be.

 

be gorgeous,charming,and confident.

 

be rich in every aspects. 

 

be wisdom, be strong

 

 

warm, real and bright.

dad and mum, brother, wei tsen and family, my friends, i love you all. 

cheers for the future.

 

whats today's date?

heehaa!! im having my holly sem break .
feel so free and thrown the stress away from me .  =)
went to mid-valley with hubs on tuesday and then meet up kienhor at old town white coffee.
here are some photos that we took :

* he bought this for me . love looadddds.!!! muaxx!

* Mercedes (imbalance eyes. )

* the chubby ever

* this is what surprised me the most.

* showing ugly face 1

* showing ugly face 2

* what if i have a long hair?

* ^^

lol

well what i wanna tell is , nokia x6's camera is really amazing. 

like automatically edit your photos. 

* please refer to the 4th and 7th photos of mine. 

amazing huh? 

feel so desperate to meet my high school friends. T ^ T 

life should be full of happiness.

its already 5th of december  and tmr is the first day of my final.
my love economics and english exam tmr.
well you should have known that i was stress like a hot balloon at the beginning of week but you can see me at oldtown white coffee surfing internet now. hehe =)

'' aiya for sure you have done your revision ad laaaa...economics for you is just a piece of cake. unlike us.....''

you might tell me this .
emmm...yea i like cake but economics is not a piece of cake for me.
im not that expert in it,
i just treat it as my life because i love it and so i enjoy reading it.

i can tell you the truth is that i haven't finished revise it yet...
but no worry it still has at least 10 hours to be done. ^^
as whats my topic meant by, life should be full of happiness.
take it easy. i deserve whatever i want.

my wish?
straight A.
hopefully okay? if not must get at least 3.7 ++ of my grade point.

for those who love me,
wish me luck or pray for me okay?
thank youuuu....... <3

30/11/2010

一年就这样过了。
这是我人生里过得最不充实， 最不喜欢的一年。

‘‘ 1。
    2。
    3。

我总是有这三个符号跟着我，
哦， 那是以前的我。
不懂是自己哪来的自信， 觉得都有了， 都满足了，
所以现在走失了， 迷路了整整一年，
学到的是， 永远不能满于现状。 人要永远进步， 哪怕是一点点。

并没有烂得很透， 还有个很会分析的姐妹， 很爱我的老公， 很的。。什么？暂时想不到， 对不起。

我有什么我有什么我有什么？
这是世界上最难的问题。

 跟姐妹聊了之后，
决定换形式想，
我要什么我要什么我要什么？
我最想要什么我最想要什么我最想要什么？

终于，
我想到了。

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祖儿，

我对你又敬又爱。
现在想想，
也许你那颠倒， 不理世态，浑浑噩噩的生活方式并没有不好，
至少不会压力得想死掉。
你好残忍，
总是让我自己推翻自己。
找个性格像我的好老公吧，
他很需要你。

我爱你。

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岑，

我都知道。
也许你不是最好的。
但你是最爱我的。
跟你在一起时很舒服。
希望我们希望的会实现。
给昨天， 现在， 未来，笑一个。

我很爱你。

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给让我崩溃的你，

我和他一样，
都曾经相信也许你并不是我们想的那样，
都曾经相信也许你会醒过来，知道自己错得多离谱，
我没什么话好说，
只是请你离开他。
因为你不配。

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给全世界，

干你娘！！！！
我回来了！！！！！
你们给我准备好！！！！！！！
FU*K !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUDY

all the best to all my course mate in Final exam. 

Grade point 3.7 ++ !!!!!!
argggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26/11

went to Pavillion with my best friend in class, boey and kekmon.
that was the first time i been there.
the atmosphere was good, the decoration there is awesome.
we purposely went there for buying kekmon's hubs' Gucci wallet .
and here are some photos we took yesterday.

kekmon is drinking beside the ball . haha

 pretty boey. 

its just a short update. im having starbucks coffee now with hubs and queenie. weeeeeeee!!!!!!
the last relaxation before the stress final.
^ ^