the every moments with you.

just to update.= =

was out with dear yesterday.

omg. he bought a new phone!!!! its nokai x6. dam you baby, im jealous, seriously. XD lets exchange our phone. haha

fail to have a photo with him. duhh, i have to admit that im really ugly in cam-whoring. shiattt!!!

somehow, it was a nice day. LOVE you.

i miss my friends badly. but before all of this , i ve to say 1000000000000000times of thanks to jasyn. thanks for accompanied me to get information in sunway college. they do believe that you re my sister though. haha . where are you where are you ? wong joey, lee yi ling !!!!!!!

hmmm, i gotta go, lots of housework. ciaoz, see ya and love ya dudes. ^^

decision

life is always out of expectation.

why say so? sigh. i thought i'm going to take my diploma course in tarc college, but since my dad said:' i dont feel like going to let you live there, its quite far from home plus its dangerous. maybe you can think bout other colleges which is nearer like sunway or inti?' yes, i admit, my eyes came with tears after i heard this, such a touching statement, but dont worry, im not feeling touch, i feel sad. T. T the word 'fuck' came out from my mind after i heard this. dad wouldnt know hw expensive is the fees in sunway college and inti college. in conclude , tarc college is the only college my family can afford me. well, i 'm not blaming on my parent, i know how hard they work and i know their burdens. what i can do is just lock myself in the room, and find a lots of quotations to get myself stronger . yes, i'm Casey! i'm the BEST !!!!!!!!!

after gathered my confidence, i have a discuss with the one i respect most in the world, brandon, my teacher. he is not genius, but god. lolx.he suggest me to take stpm. yes, its the most save and fastest compare with others. but i dont have a good image about it. since i know what is stpm, everyone is telling me that stpm is hard, its just waste people time. until nowadays, still. but nobody could tell me how hard it is? and why do you say that its a time waste? WHY WHY WHY?

finally, i gave myself a conclusion after 2 days. i chose stpm. if its hard, i'm strong enough to handle it. if its a time waste, but it give me a better future. suddenly remember the poem we learnt in school before, the road not taken. yes, same with the poet, both of us ve chosen the road which people dont dare to go.

but afterall, i have to wear the secondary school uniform. = = how sad it is. wuuuuuuuuuuu~~~
here to wish all my friends and myself have a good future. ^^

day out with joey.

a busy day.

woke up at 8:30am, the first thing i did after woke up wasn't brush teeth but call my most piggest friend----joey. haha. then only i went to brush my teeth after that.XD my mood in the morning wasn't good. feel abit blue. wanted to sms my dear, but eventually i didnt, dont feel like disturb him from sleeping. finally, i chose to do the most lame thing in the world---facebook-ing. facebook is a must, do you agree? ermmmm, maybe? hehe.

again, instant mee for breakfast. listened to the music while eating. will this affect my digestion? i dont know. but who cares? NO MUSIC NO LIFE.

I really miss my old hairstyle. although it is messy, at least i look like me with it . you know why? i opened my cupboard, was wondering what to wear but i cant even find a satisfy clothes from all of it. my new hairstyle doesn't match with all the clothes i bought before even the one i love most, too.or i should say, my new hairstyle doesn't match with me?! what a sad case!

went out at 10;30am, the weather is freaking hot. fortunately i didnt make up, if not my foundation will melt and mix with my sweat. this is waste and disgusting. yakkssss. reached school at 11 something, and my blouse was already wet with sweat . i really dont understand why dont they combine all the exclusive department together? i have to run up and run down, walk here and walk there. sweat lagi. adduhh~

met joey and went to timesquare, bought a majolica majoca mascara cost rm39.90, a blouse cost rm15, a jean short pant cost rm29.90, a jacket cost rm29.90. well, i used up all my money in a single time. sorry~ but i still have a lot of things to buy, i want mng basic tee cost rm45, revlon eye shadow cost rm40 something, nike shoes cost rm200.......i want it i want it i want it!!!!!!!!!!!

going to watch movie with dear on friday and hang out with dear, tzia, ting, kienhor on saturday.
arrrhhhhh~cant wait for it!!!!! but the time i look myself in the mirror, i feel sad. sigh, no choice, what i can do is just wait. wait my hair to get longer and longer. T.T

duhh~ emo again.