The 19 Me.

I swear I will work harder, smarter to achieve what I want to achieve for my life.
Family, Friends, and Knowledge will be my property.
I will get scholarship for my degree course in University of Nottingham soon,
I will have time, and money to spend on whatever i want .

I deserve all the best thing in my life.

my 19th birthday

have a great birthday celebration with my hubby and friends.
im so appreciate that i have you with me hubby,
you always tell me what i should focus on and teach me to plan.

a big thank you to zackbiy, nicholas, boay, kekmon, and lisha.
although you guys didnt manage to make the celebration mysteriously, i enjoyed it very much.
thank you muack muacks. =)

hubby boy's big day.

it's my hubby boy's big day!
well he is in a very good mood recently so am i . =)
slept very late yesterday just to make him a birthday card so yea i woke up really late this morning and here comes my dark circle again ='(
but it is worthy because he likes the cards i made for him <3 <3

i will be working at JASPAL midvalley next monday onwards.
i dont really like to work at shop floor and of course, i more fancy with office job as it's challenging and for sure i will have learn something new afterall.
with just a foundation cert now, i have no choice but to work at shop floor. anyway, i will still work hard and earn hard.

i am in the library of inti college waiting for my hubby boy .
why do i specifically mention the Inti college?
haha because i am no longer the student here, yoohooo!
i am shifting to University of Nottingham.
will do my degree course there and hello future, the bright successful casey's future, i am coming!
ask those bitches and jerks to watch me carefully.
i am getting nearer and nearer to my goals.

i just viewed an old friend's blog and i realized her english has really improved a lot.
i am so guilty to say her english is better than me now.
wow , she must be appreacited the two genius that re-educated her. haha. * erm, why do i feel the haha so sarcastic?
anyway congratulation and keep it on.
i must do revision and push myself to be better,
i want to show them how good still i am w/o them . herh!

picture of the day:

the cards i made for him =) it's angry bird!



1/6/2011

这几天考试真的考得我很累。
这是spm以后第一次那么拼。
因为当你知道自己要什么却不去拼的时候就是其实你还不知道自己要什么。
因为如果你是真的很想要一个东西时，你会想尽办法得到它； 既然它没有让你拼的动力就代表你并不是很在意它。
就像我老妈常说的： 很多事情是看你要不要而已。
这是我从她对我十七年的唠叨里最唯一赞同的一句话。哈哈

别人都说你可以的时候就不要在那里讲东讲西说自己不可以；
别人说你不可以的时候你就更加要证明给他们看你可以。
这是我这次学到的东西。

当然，
朋友和家人的支持也让我有继续努力的动力。
谢谢你们。

呃。。。其实我还没考完试， 还有最后一科哈哈。
不要打我

28/5/2011

went to cassian kitchen which is somewhere near my college to study today. urgh.
didnt accomplish the goal that i set to achieve today.
heading to dinner, assuming that i still have 4 hours until 12am.
FIGHT !!! nothing can stop me from getting what i want.

song of the day:

got my lovely blouse from chap-four today. 

well i went to buy breakfast and hubby helped me to receive and sign from the postman.

but still excited! hehe! 

following is the blouse that i bought from them. the quality is good and the price i think is reasonable too.

i bought the pink colour's.

i like the scallop. it looks cute. =)

okay gotta go, will update more after my final. 

24/5/2011

FIGHT ! 

23/5/2011

done my last presentation in foundation course.
hope that i will get a high mark

with hubby at cassian kitchen now.
=)

22/5/2011

this is the video that inspire me all the time.
hope you will like it and it can change your way of thinking.

here is it. 

tmr is the english presentation. 

i hope i can do it well 

wish me luck? 

=)

20/5/2011

突然发现自己最大的缺点是太过自信。
其实说回来是自己太极端了
要嘛就自卑到不行，
要嘛就自信心爆满。
陈康琪，
谦虚点
得失心少一点
多笑点
太保护自己反而让自己受更多伤
其实我应该要看开点


*不怕受伤了，因为你说你会保护我=）


我要变更强！！！ 加油！！

ego me

sometime, im so proud of myself.
but just sometime. =)

casey go go go!!!! you are not the best yet but you sure have the potential to be the best. =)

4/5/2011

我没有耐心， 勤勉，积极，乐观，善良。


可我有斗志，心机，和小聪明。 

3/5/2011

突然不想再逃避， 想把所有的事情问题都解决掉。


因为我发现，


逃避比解决问题更累，更辛苦。

i just feel like showing my middle finger

i dont know what do you think of me now, but i actually dont care as i told myself i ll never care how people think or look on me. i will only care my family, my hubby, and my best friends thats all. 

so if you re not in these categories, get loss la jerk and bitches.

okay its been a long time i didnt update my blog and i know im not suppose to give you guys a shit post like this, but this is what i strongly think in my brain , and even my heart now so yea, sorry .

will be updating after next wednesday. stay tune people. =)

What The Hell !!!!???

okay another day is wasted . urgh!
i am looking for a part time job recently, okay what i mean for part time job is like working in a fair or some event for 2 or 3 days which normally at weekend.
i was so excited when i received the confirmation letter from the agent and disappointed to the max when i got the notice of job cancellation. FML.
anyway, i have applied another 2 jobs and hope to hear from them soon.
i need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!! at least rm 600 now please.!!!!!!!

viewed lookbook yesterday,it's so cool!

i should really lose some weight. 

target: 45 kg 

i want the 16 years old 's casey back!!!!

arrggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

the purple dinasour

 

will be updating soon . =)

dilemma.

okay assignments and tests are recently driving me crazy.
especially the math and moral that put me into hell. fml.
its another tests and quizzes week so yea ya know, im not studying and still lepak lepak here, as usual. haha

im still considering which universities to study my degree course. urrgghhhh, this has been torturing me for quite some time. northwood? herdfoshire? or wollongong? or others else? and where's my money? fml again.

baby is leaving to US next year....awwwww.....i dont want i dont want~~~ *cryyyyyy*

i watched black swan yesterday with hubby and friends,

 

 its scary but do inspire me. 

everyone's perfection would be different. 

sigh, its qu
ite a sad movie. ='(

kay got to go now, see ya. ^^

my 1st valentine with him.

 yes its our first valentine,
and he decided to have dinner at sunway pyramid as we both were having class till 4pm that day. ughhhh what a curse!
so yea... feng lai taiwan restaurant, kenny rogers, nandos are the choices.
we chose to eat at kenny rogers at last.

my black pepper quarter meal.

what i ve made for us. =)

chocolate from meiling. so special . thank you =)

roses from boey. thank you, =)

my valentine present =) love it so much! i know shoes isnt a good present to give or receive, but who cares?! we are nike fans =) muaxx!

it's actually a pair of couple shoes ! heh! he's having this.

can you see im having big eye bags and dark circle because of the preparation of your present? haha

what does my heart say?

oh pity me...... i should make up that day. haha

hubby, please hold me tight and dont let go.
i love you.

hello future =)

money, thats what i want it the most recently.
i hope i can save/get at least rm2800 in 6months.
i want rm 5000++ before the end of year 2011.
i want i want i want!!!!!!!!!
so if there are any part time jobs,
call me kayyy?

webcam chat with hubby on msn yesterday.
bie, i love you so much.
i know you do too , heh! =)

i must put more effort in my study too.
hope i ll get straight A this time. wow? haha.

future,
im coming,
be prepared . =)

大便

我本来真的是不想去理。

继续假装看不到听不到，

可是今天知道了你回来重考，

而且还牵着另一个人的时候，

我没有办法再假装看不见他的从伤心到死心，失望到绝望。

你把爱情当什么？

就算你从来不把这当爱情，

那你的友情也未免太肤浅？

如果你觉得你跟他连友情都称不上，

那亲爱的，你也未免太虚假了。 

是不是应该把一些精力放在自己的前途身上而不是盲目的沉浸在那一点都不爱情的爱情里？

有没有真的用心想过为什么你明明是有很好的读书条件， 

可是为什么重考的偏偏是你而不是那些连go went gone going都分不清怎么用的人？

你明明有机会和那些真得很棒的人合作， 

可是为什么你身边的人都一副~的模样？

女人不坏不一定男人不爱， 

物以类聚人以群分啊。

不要什么都用以前长辈失败的例子当借口好吗？

沉溺在过去你很快乐吗？

我是因为真的当你是朋友，

即使知道你从来没有当过我是朋友。

因为当你是朋友，

所以那天你所对我做出的伤害我连对岑都没提过， 

而且还很不像我自己地买了十块钱的电话卡打给最好的朋友哭诉。

之后我还是有跟你开玩笑， 跟你哈拉啊不是么？

是时候大家一起变得更成熟了。

祝你一且顺利。 

还有， 请把应该交代的都交代好， 该还的都还清，

大家快乐的活下去=）

2011 will be a good year.

whoa whoa whoa!
imma super duper gorgeous if i have contex lens , cosmetics, and nice outfits !!!
its all about money larrrrr.


what i wanna achieved in 2010 are,
1. save rm 1000 in every 4 months.
2.passive incomes!
3. grade point 3.7++
4.never ever quarrel and wrangle with family members.
5.have at least rm500 in our account.
6. be more knowledgeable, gorgeous, and get to know more friends!

heh! i love myself, my hubby chan wt, my family and my friends！

him

he loves animals.
he has a lot of animals toys and books but every time we hang out he ll still ask for.
he doesnt know mandarin,malay, and even Cantonese , but a lil bit of English. 
i hated him.
he burdens me and make me feel stress all the time.
i was ashame to have him with me.

its already 2011.
im 19 now.
i dont hate him anymore.
i dont blame
im strong and capable because of him
im so special because of him


brother,
i love you forever.
5 more years to go okay?