watch me.

FML. ytd  was a terrible night. never feel that way before.
stop underestimate me  because im not just what you think im.
i will achieve my goals and what you have to do is just watch me.
i bet you ll regret.

awwww.....i miss my hubby.
like he is the only one that understand, and ll always be there for me.
ILU.


feel happy to see kien hor and queenie today.
its been a long time we didnt makan here and there already...
but i wonder why i didn't loose weight huh? even 1kg?
i wonder.

fish head noodle!! i miss the fish head noodle at taman desa.
kien hor refused to eat that today. how sad. if not i sure ask him to pack for me....

okayy everything is going very fluent as what i have expected.
hello goals and aims, here i come~~~ ^^

disappointed

i know we have to give or sacrifice something before we really get something that we want.
i know.
but it just upsets me.
i was just too vigorous and excited, i think.
im not giving up ,
ya know, im just killing by the feeling of failure .
okok....i know everything starts difficult.
i swear i ll overcome  it.

be above the top.
go! go ! go !
show them who and what you are.



rm3hundred

be what you wanna be.

 

be gorgeous,charming,and confident.

 

be rich in every aspects. 

 

be wisdom, be strong

 

 

warm, real and bright.

dad and mum, brother, wei tsen and family, my friends, i love you all. 

cheers for the future.

 

whats today's date?

heehaa!! im having my holly sem break .
feel so free and thrown the stress away from me .  =)
went to mid-valley with hubs on tuesday and then meet up kienhor at old town white coffee.
here are some photos that we took :

* he bought this for me . love looadddds.!!! muaxx!

* Mercedes (imbalance eyes. )

* the chubby ever

* this is what surprised me the most.

* showing ugly face 1

* showing ugly face 2

* what if i have a long hair?

* ^^

lol

well what i wanna tell is , nokia x6's camera is really amazing. 

like automatically edit your photos. 

* please refer to the 4th and 7th photos of mine. 

amazing huh? 

feel so desperate to meet my high school friends. T ^ T 

life should be full of happiness.

its already 5th of december  and tmr is the first day of my final.
my love economics and english exam tmr.
well you should have known that i was stress like a hot balloon at the beginning of week but you can see me at oldtown white coffee surfing internet now. hehe =)

'' aiya for sure you have done your revision ad laaaa...economics for you is just a piece of cake. unlike us.....''

you might tell me this .
emmm...yea i like cake but economics is not a piece of cake for me.
im not that expert in it,
i just treat it as my life because i love it and so i enjoy reading it.

i can tell you the truth is that i haven't finished revise it yet...
but no worry it still has at least 10 hours to be done. ^^
as whats my topic meant by, life should be full of happiness.
take it easy. i deserve whatever i want.

my wish?
straight A.
hopefully okay? if not must get at least 3.7 ++ of my grade point.

for those who love me,
wish me luck or pray for me okay?
thank youuuu....... <3

30/11/2010

一年就这样过了。
这是我人生里过得最不充实， 最不喜欢的一年。

‘‘ 1。
    2。
    3。

我总是有这三个符号跟着我，
哦， 那是以前的我。
不懂是自己哪来的自信， 觉得都有了， 都满足了，
所以现在走失了， 迷路了整整一年，
学到的是， 永远不能满于现状。 人要永远进步， 哪怕是一点点。

并没有烂得很透， 还有个很会分析的姐妹， 很爱我的老公， 很的。。什么？暂时想不到， 对不起。

我有什么我有什么我有什么？
这是世界上最难的问题。

 跟姐妹聊了之后，
决定换形式想，
我要什么我要什么我要什么？
我最想要什么我最想要什么我最想要什么？

终于，
我想到了。

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祖儿，

我对你又敬又爱。
现在想想，
也许你那颠倒， 不理世态，浑浑噩噩的生活方式并没有不好，
至少不会压力得想死掉。
你好残忍，
总是让我自己推翻自己。
找个性格像我的好老公吧，
他很需要你。

我爱你。

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岑，

我都知道。
也许你不是最好的。
但你是最爱我的。
跟你在一起时很舒服。
希望我们希望的会实现。
给昨天， 现在， 未来，笑一个。

我很爱你。

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给让我崩溃的你，

我和他一样，
都曾经相信也许你并不是我们想的那样，
都曾经相信也许你会醒过来，知道自己错得多离谱，
我没什么话好说，
只是请你离开他。
因为你不配。

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给全世界，

干你娘！！！！
我回来了！！！！！
你们给我准备好！！！！！！！
FU*K !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUDY

all the best to all my course mate in Final exam. 

Grade point 3.7 ++ !!!!!!
argggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26/11

went to Pavillion with my best friend in class, boey and kekmon.
that was the first time i been there.
the atmosphere was good, the decoration there is awesome.
we purposely went there for buying kekmon's hubs' Gucci wallet .
and here are some photos we took yesterday.

kekmon is drinking beside the ball . haha

 pretty boey. 

its just a short update. im having starbucks coffee now with hubs and queenie. weeeeeeee!!!!!!
the last relaxation before the stress final.
^ ^

blessed saturday

had a nice day with hubs.
the special saturday which i do not need to help parent to work .
went to library early in the morning for revision till 12noon,
after that only we drove to sunway pyramid.
well aim for going there ? ohhhhh.....you mean aim? because i have to buy colour papers for the decoration of gns campaign. acceptable? haha
i didnt cheat, its true! but just had a so called '' shop around'' for 1hour ++  hehe *winks*
i got myself something cute. ^^

 

look at the ''necklace'' . thats what i bought today. i know it doesnt match my tank top at all , but its really nice and matches all the outfits of mine. ^^ cheers.

and guess what, its actually a hairband! so useful ! (p/s:　do ignore my chubby face! )

im still thinking how to apply the cute hairband on the 'un-cute' me. have to find the most suitable place and angle. will post up soon. ^^

thats all for my short updates. wont be free to blog till my final is over.

see ya.

shout it out loud!

nahh ve been staring at the keypad for almost 15 minutes,
yet i still fail to find a suitable word to describe my feeling.
how i wish im that awesome,
how i wish im that rich,
how i wish im that pretty,
but i got a sincere word from my heart : be appreciated.
forget forget forget!!!!!!!
throw! throw throw away!!!!!

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i swear i gonna get myself this supreme cute spongebob shirt !!!! arghh!

made the dolls from d.tac facebook for hubs and myself. 

 cute? look alike with the real person? haha

4/11/2010

today was a sad day.
woke up early at 7am  and reached college and 9.45am.
its csc(basic computing) class.
got my test 1 + assignment marks and its really disappointed me.
25.8% over 40%  .
i know at least it is a past. but for me its poor.
should be at least 30%....but sad to say, it doesnt happen on me.
WHY LUCK NEVER CAME TO ME?
.........
my mood broke in the morning.....
and during the class i told myself i must immediately go home right after class at 12pm as i really dont feel like going anywhere....
i must i must!!! but at last i had lunch with kien hor until 1pm and we went to bowling until 4pm.
thank you kien hor, my sadness fade because of you. =)
i understand your problem, just let it be okay?

I DONT CARE.
I WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET AT LEAST 3.5 OF TOTAL GRADE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT 3.5 TOTAL GRADE POINT OR BETTER. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F
I WANT MY LUCKY BACK !

pressure

yea i know, my blog is like half died.
sorryyyy....was busy and lazy recently..

well tons of things happened.
got some little surprise everyday...
its not made by mr. chan, but the people around me.

''i have got my car...yeeppeee~''
'' well babe,guess what? i got into an accident yesterday...''
'' im now in a relationship with him''
'' we broke up''
'' mgt test2 is on.....''
'' math quiz is on...''
'' you will have your csc test 2 on....''
'' there is a presentation on,........''

lol. interesting huh?  how i wish the surprise might be ......
a guy walk toward me and say;'' hey babe, mind to give me ur phone number?''
mr. chan buy me flowers....
test 2 got all full mark.....
suddenly have more allowance...


i know, it would be real oneday later....im waiting, im waiting , im waiting, im waiting , im waiting.......!$%#@%*^(#*_#$#(*~)_~

oh yea...there is something that pissed me off!!!!!!
i hate my secondary school!!!!!!
the people there(i mean the workers) are so conservative!!!!!!!
and i can see the devil of them.
sigh..... headache because of this.
HELP.......i really need someone who can help me to figure it out....

my finals is around the corner.
and im still play play here...lol
every of my classmates looks so stress...
but you know, pressure is nothing for me,
the only thing that will kill me is laziness.

i need some motivation to study..........=(

sometimes

sometimes, you just need a place,

which no one is able to disturb ,

a place for you to do things you like to do and no one gonna stop you.

sometimes, you just need a friend,

a friend who can listen to you, understand you , and encourage you.

sometimes, you just need someone special,

who can lend you his shoulder when you feel helpless,

who can give you a hug when you feel sad,

and tell you softly that everything will be fine soon because you still have him.

sometimes, you just need some freedom.

need not to lie,

need not to follow the rules,

need not to beg,

need not to worry about this and that.

sometimes, you just need some pleasure.

need not to be scolded by people,

need not to pretend anything in follow the front of anyone,

need not to endure sadness, suffered.

can someone tell the genie,

i don't want to live alone at 2012 till 2014?

can someone tell  the genie,

let my dreams come true.?

can someone tell the genie,

i'm fear to let you go?

Big wide smile =)

had a  wonderful week with the dearest, queenie, kien hor, and hubs. 

i swear my life wouldnt be so colorful and meaningful without all of you.

some photos  to share. 

 the meat was actually extremely hot. haha. 

got ourself a new bag. ^^v

 my new shoes from cousin. love it lots!!!

 hubs and I have the same spongebob key chain. yeah!!!!!!

 this made me think of wm. he loves spongebob a lot. ^ ^ 

 got cha (1)： 

 awwww....so touching...she was helping me to do part of my csc assignment. thank you~muaxx!

got cha (2)：

he was heping me to install the microsoft office into my laptop. thank you but no kiss for you. haha

got cha (3): 

hey look!  thats my home ! haha. =)

to hubs: 

would you married me ?  *innocent eyes*

 to queenie: 

do you mind to be my girlfriend? i swear i will be a good boyfriend. haha 

to kien hor : 

would you like to be my chauffeur? *eyes rolling*

I   LOVE  YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

things that could cheer me up.

the first thing that came into my mind: Money!!!!
this is what everyone wants i guess. hehe

im so honest to say, i love to spend.
spending money makes me feel very happy.
i can get clothes, shoes, accessories etc with money,
i know im such a materialistic person,
and of course i know this is not a good habit, this could destroy me and my future,
but im trying hard to get rid of it.
i know i can do it. do support me, okay?



the 2nd would be.....ermmmm ,guess?
is him. mr. chan
=
the love from him,
the little thing that makes my life great,
 i swear i wouldnt change a thing about it,
this is the best ever.
love ya hubby.

the 3rd is friendship.
a true friend will never betray,
they will always be with you, help you , support you, and trust you.
                   joey                                                             Queenie

they are kien hor, tzia tshen, yenying, queenie, joey, tzexin, chin hong, yi ling , kekmon, boey, jocelyn, and many of them.  i love all of you!!!!!!!!!!

and the 4th is satisfaction.
such as getting a good result,
know my student did well for their exam,
respect by others etc......

live should be happy,
stop blaming and complaining,
we are really lucky.
be appreciated.
^^

yeepeee!!!!!

Finally!!!!
I have done my Business assignment !
Im so excited and feel like jumping here and there BUT i cant do this as im sitting in the library. =( how sad.
i was so worry bout it yesterday when i knew my modem spoilt. nvm, its over now . ^^

lalala. tmr is my dear friend, yenying's birthday.
there she is.

(please forgive me for posting this without asking your permission. but no worries, i ve chosen the pretties's. ^^)

i wonder should we (I myself, mr.chan, kien hor and queenie) celebrate with her at night but then till nw her hubs (tzia tshen the thin guy) still hasnt contact us. = = so have no idea gonna celebrate or not. no matter how, i would still like to say this to you yen ying,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! ^^

25/09/2010

went to inti nilai today for the scholarship thingy.

it was boring max and i was uncomfortable because of the formal attire, especially my formal skirt! opps its not mine , its mom's formal skirt. i wonder was she really slim when she was young?awww...jealous. 

slept at 1.45am yesterday and woke up at 6am in the early morning, its really torture man. thank you hubby for the accompanied, i know you were tired .    thank you ^^   i love ya.

last thursday was not  my day! i got only 70% for economics. dam disappointed on myself. i swear i wouldnt let it happen anymore, i swear.T ^ T

hmmm...3 more days to go ^^ 

22/09/2010

finally !
im very happy recently.
all the stress in me has gone, and i can feel the new me. ^^


i cant write it here because it is too much to tell. call me if you wanna know, i will be very glad to share. ^^

有感而发

中秋节要到了！


自从12岁开始，我人生里每一年的中秋节都很平凡的被度过。
今年不晓得为什么，我有想玩灯笼和蜡烛的冲动。（我不喜欢吃月饼）
是啊~其实往年宿舍都有在举办中秋晚会， 但就是没有玩过蜡烛。啊！我想起来了！ 
是因为魏巫婆说：‘会留下很多蜡块在地上啦！”  = =


现在离开了宿舍，
妈妈：‘长那么大还玩！’
虽然我是不怎么鸟这些话，
可是最终还是找不到人陪我幼稚。不得不向现实低头阿~唉。


其实还蛮想有一堆聊得来的朋友，一起点灯笼，玩蜡烛，吃烧烤（好像有点怪，可没办法，我不吃月饼）
我想这种情景只会在乡下看见吧。唉。


可能是我遇见的人事物太冷酷无情了，才会让我对温暖有点渴望。
唉。感叹人生啊~
（祖儿：我们都还只是乳臭未干的小子，凭什么对世界叹气？）


我好想让我开心，伤心，生气，疯狂的你们。T. T

sigh.

hubs:''  i have got a pair of new nike shoes.''
me: '' when?''
hubs: ''just now''
me: '' fuck''

its unfair!!!!!!!!!!   ish why didnt i have that also? i want i want i want i want la !!!!!!!
yorrrrrrr........


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@%!&^%*^#*&(*!&#(^@&(%(@^(&)#&@*()^$)8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  

have fun >study, (study--->money ; money--->have fun ehem, is this related? )

i shall be doing my revision now since there is a test tmr and it contains 20marks.its actually quite a lot.
but seriously my brain stuck and i dont feel like continuing anymore, at least not now, lol. this will be the last thing i do before i get to bed.
as i told you in the previous post, assignments and tests are driving me crazy. nvm, i believe im able to handle.

I dont know how could it happen. after the so called ''ipoh+ penang trip'' , the desire of  traveling grows in me. you know what, actually i start thinking where to travel after this. i wonder is taiwan better than thailand? im crazy? think so.

these actually come with reasons. (force myself to believe this. haha )  as one of my lovely cousin is going to taiwan next week. i asked her how much does she need to prepare for the whole trip, and the answer that pleased me was:'' around rm 3000--4000''  my god. its so cheap. and i felt like: '' walaowei, i must go''  ''those clothes are waiting for me''  ''the food!!! (salivating)''   ''mama said the shoes there are only like 10bucks , somemore with a very good quality''  Can you see the strong points of mine for going there? arhhh, why didnt my brain function effective the hell like this while i was sitting for my exam?


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what would come to your mind when you heard the word'' thailand''? temple? elephant? seaview? sexy girls? bazaar on the water? wanna know my strong points of considering to there? (you cant choose. heyhey.) 1. hubs;" next time we will be going to thailand" (actually i know he was just kidding, but im taking it serious). 2. click here.  she is one of my idols. i love the way she dresses, and her blog is interesting. ^^ 3. Thailand is CHEAPER !!!!!! haha.


anyway, i have to save money first . either for my future like what hubs and i have planned, or to have fun!


HAPPINESS is the most important thing to me now. haha, its already 1am, i guess i will be scolded. wish me luck for my test later okay? as i didnt do 100% of preparation. haha. god blessed. nites. ^^

trip to ipoh and penang.

yes I actually went to these places before more than one time. but this was the most special's, because of them.
1. mr. chan hubby (since when your name has changed huh?? )
2.mr. lee kien hor
3.mr. tan tzia tshen
4. ms. ong yen ying (or should i call you mrs tan? )

we did nothing special actually, but if you want me to give an adjective for it, i would still say:'' it was special and awesome !!!! '' i did enjoy. *smile*


photo sharing:
toy musuem

look at him. the superman without red underwear. haha

look at him (kienhor) . he is the one who kept acting there.i wonder why was he so excited with toys. haha *cute*

                                                         this is tzia tshen with his lover.

the shriek!!!!!

batman the gay.

                                                           awwww...look at them.= =

no~ her hand sticked on spiderman's head. 

the lobsters that made me allergic 

some cam-whoring with hubs.

with kien hor.