30/11/2010

一年就这样过了。
这是我人生里过得最不充实， 最不喜欢的一年。

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我总是有这三个符号跟着我，
哦， 那是以前的我。
不懂是自己哪来的自信， 觉得都有了， 都满足了，
所以现在走失了， 迷路了整整一年，
学到的是， 永远不能满于现状。 人要永远进步， 哪怕是一点点。

并没有烂得很透， 还有个很会分析的姐妹， 很爱我的老公， 很的。。什么？暂时想不到， 对不起。

我有什么我有什么我有什么？
这是世界上最难的问题。

 跟姐妹聊了之后，
决定换形式想，
我要什么我要什么我要什么？
我最想要什么我最想要什么我最想要什么？

终于，
我想到了。

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祖儿，

我对你又敬又爱。
现在想想，
也许你那颠倒， 不理世态，浑浑噩噩的生活方式并没有不好，
至少不会压力得想死掉。
你好残忍，
总是让我自己推翻自己。
找个性格像我的好老公吧，
他很需要你。

我爱你。

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岑，

我都知道。
也许你不是最好的。
但你是最爱我的。
跟你在一起时很舒服。
希望我们希望的会实现。
给昨天， 现在， 未来，笑一个。

我很爱你。

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给让我崩溃的你，

我和他一样，
都曾经相信也许你并不是我们想的那样，
都曾经相信也许你会醒过来，知道自己错得多离谱，
我没什么话好说，
只是请你离开他。
因为你不配。

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给全世界，

干你娘！！！！
我回来了！！！！！
你们给我准备好！！！！！！！
FU*K !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUDY

all the best to all my course mate in Final exam. 

Grade point 3.7 ++ !!!!!!
argggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

26/11

went to Pavillion with my best friend in class, boey and kekmon.
that was the first time i been there.
the atmosphere was good, the decoration there is awesome.
we purposely went there for buying kekmon's hubs' Gucci wallet .
and here are some photos we took yesterday.

kekmon is drinking beside the ball . haha

 pretty boey. 

its just a short update. im having starbucks coffee now with hubs and queenie. weeeeeeee!!!!!!
the last relaxation before the stress final.
^ ^

blessed saturday

had a nice day with hubs.
the special saturday which i do not need to help parent to work .
went to library early in the morning for revision till 12noon,
after that only we drove to sunway pyramid.
well aim for going there ? ohhhhh.....you mean aim? because i have to buy colour papers for the decoration of gns campaign. acceptable? haha
i didnt cheat, its true! but just had a so called '' shop around'' for 1hour ++  hehe *winks*
i got myself something cute. ^^

 

look at the ''necklace'' . thats what i bought today. i know it doesnt match my tank top at all , but its really nice and matches all the outfits of mine. ^^ cheers.

and guess what, its actually a hairband! so useful ! (p/s:　do ignore my chubby face! )

im still thinking how to apply the cute hairband on the 'un-cute' me. have to find the most suitable place and angle. will post up soon. ^^

thats all for my short updates. wont be free to blog till my final is over.

see ya.

shout it out loud!

nahh ve been staring at the keypad for almost 15 minutes,
yet i still fail to find a suitable word to describe my feeling.
how i wish im that awesome,
how i wish im that rich,
how i wish im that pretty,
but i got a sincere word from my heart : be appreciated.
forget forget forget!!!!!!!
throw! throw throw away!!!!!

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i swear i gonna get myself this supreme cute spongebob shirt !!!! arghh!

made the dolls from d.tac facebook for hubs and myself. 

 cute? look alike with the real person? haha

4/11/2010

today was a sad day.
woke up early at 7am  and reached college and 9.45am.
its csc(basic computing) class.
got my test 1 + assignment marks and its really disappointed me.
25.8% over 40%  .
i know at least it is a past. but for me its poor.
should be at least 30%....but sad to say, it doesnt happen on me.
WHY LUCK NEVER CAME TO ME?
.........
my mood broke in the morning.....
and during the class i told myself i must immediately go home right after class at 12pm as i really dont feel like going anywhere....
i must i must!!! but at last i had lunch with kien hor until 1pm and we went to bowling until 4pm.
thank you kien hor, my sadness fade because of you. =)
i understand your problem, just let it be okay?

I DONT CARE.
I WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET AT LEAST 3.5 OF TOTAL GRADE POINT!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANT 3.5 TOTAL GRADE POINT OR BETTER. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F
I WANT MY LUCKY BACK !

pressure

yea i know, my blog is like half died.
sorryyyy....was busy and lazy recently..

well tons of things happened.
got some little surprise everyday...
its not made by mr. chan, but the people around me.

''i have got my car...yeeppeee~''
'' well babe,guess what? i got into an accident yesterday...''
'' im now in a relationship with him''
'' we broke up''
'' mgt test2 is on.....''
'' math quiz is on...''
'' you will have your csc test 2 on....''
'' there is a presentation on,........''

lol. interesting huh?  how i wish the surprise might be ......
a guy walk toward me and say;'' hey babe, mind to give me ur phone number?''
mr. chan buy me flowers....
test 2 got all full mark.....
suddenly have more allowance...


i know, it would be real oneday later....im waiting, im waiting , im waiting, im waiting , im waiting.......!$%#@%*^(#*_#$#(*~)_~

oh yea...there is something that pissed me off!!!!!!
i hate my secondary school!!!!!!
the people there(i mean the workers) are so conservative!!!!!!!
and i can see the devil of them.
sigh..... headache because of this.
HELP.......i really need someone who can help me to figure it out....

my finals is around the corner.
and im still play play here...lol
every of my classmates looks so stress...
but you know, pressure is nothing for me,
the only thing that will kill me is laziness.

i need some motivation to study..........=(